I already feel like I did that when my @mentalillness manifested in my early 20s. I was an intelligent child with the world before me expected to go to college and a good head on my shoulders but I had no real clue about the person I was or what was happening to me. I still feel like mental illness is my fault but it isn't really for I know I cannot control how it came out but I can better manage and deal with it.
My parents may have failed me and become too toxic but I do know that I am a better person than them and that I let no one down. I only let myself down when I talk myself down. I let the #negativity get to me and my own #inferioritycomplex come into play.
Letting everyone down was my greatest unhappiness, but my #happiness lies in being there for myself and knowing I let no one down because #life happens a lot of the time and it is unpredictable.
My real greatest unhappiness is not living for myself and giving up. #nevergiveup#marieantoinette#movie#quote#truth