THIS IS INSANE!!!
BREAKING NEWS: According to several highly credible sources, we sadly report that Dallas McCarver passed away a few hours ago. We are awaiting further details (as they are mixed) but we can confirm that Dallas is no longer with us.
Dave Palumbo will be live shortly to discuss this developing story.
I arrived home at exactly 5:37am today feeling numb yet angry feelings that do not go hand in hand. 'a holiday is meant to be enjoyed' yes I may seem spoiled but I did not enjoy this one. I was yelled at, alone and felt all in all shit. I'm sorry that I can't enjoy it nor do I remember what happened some I can remember yet everything has become a blur. I was up in the clouds away from what was happening. Self conscious and afraid. Afraid that when I woke up in the middle of the night my sister would be angry at me for doing something in my sleep. Afraid that I would ruin the holiday because I couldn't enjoy it. So put on a fake smile my dear and you'll be fine. Yes I seem spoiled but when anger is triggered so easily within you and it has been years since you travelled you can't help but seem that way. I should be glad I got taken there yet I couldnt. I'm left wondering did it really happen or is it all imaginary?