Spent the whole day with my parents and dad spoiling me with his hard earned money being the eldest and only daughter I have many dreams for my parents one is hajj it's a blessing to be able to go hajj with them and my next goal awaits I literally want their happiness It's been one of the hardest emotional decision/outcome ever to just give up on teaching well for now I mean I tried this path and that's what counts. I wanted Allah to show me a sign and he opened a way for me. I'm that girl who literally does istikhara for everything I do get told of by Afs @kiiiki78 now it's time to fully accept my job role as a special educational needs worker that is the reality now I couldn't have asked for a better position and I pray next term I am able to develop this role even further. I've always wanted to work with children with special needs because they truly are precious don't ever underestimate them. To be a teacher you don't need the title those that work with children will always be a teacher to them and I will always be a teacher to my kids always no matter what job role I undertake. Sometimes Allah's plans are always the best who knows I might go into teaching again only time will tell oh maybe teaching isn't for everyone on the bright side no more stress, no more exams, no more interviews, oh no to masters done with it all but forever remaining in a school this field is everything to me this is my year I said I want to make changes, new goals to meet and hajj I await you patiently. Inner peace is so important always pray for inner peace and be content with the path your on its all part of his bigger and better plan for you Alhamdulilah for everything you know that saying fulfil your parents wishes (ma bafor asha fura khoro) I can honestly say I have been blessed with the best support system my parents nothing but love @kiiiki78 oh that too and that too please keep me in your duas everybody!! since I've been told my words are inspiring and helpful well here's another life story sorry not sorry #goals#tick#them#all indeed he is the best of all planners grateful for how far I've come still young more to do and c!