Maki Lee 18 🇺🇸 (@struggling_to_live2017)

Lunch was cashew milk tomato soup, turkey, and a buttered roll. Full, so uncomfortably full. Still have the same feeling and emotions as earlier. #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #eatingdisorder #anorexiarecovery #ed #anorexianervosa #edfamily #lunch #depression #anxiety #tuesday #scared #apathetic #guilt #feelingreallyfat #bloated #worthless #idkificandothis

Maki Lee 18 🇺🇸 (@struggling_to_live2017)

Breakfast post workout by mom was a cinnamon raisin bagel with tofu cream cheese, strawberries and half a banana, a scrambled egg, a turkey sausage patty, and a cup of light vanilla soy milk. I’m really sad and depressed. #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #eatingdisorder #anorexiarecovery #ed #anorexianervosa #edfamily #breakfast #tuesday #sad #breakky #depressed #brekkie #worthless #tomuch #anxious #apathetic #scared #icantdoitalone #tuesdaymorning

Erudite Weeb [¬º-°]¬ (@erudite.weeb)

The entire “cuckold” phenomenon in the industry has infuriated me more than really anything else this year, the fact that it’s blown up this much makes me wonder about the future of people and their spouses as a regular thing, cheating is not fucking okay. ~Celty.
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#satire #weeb #weebshit #xbox #ps4 #filthyfrank #overwatchmemes #neongenesisevangelion #humor #aesthetic #college #anime #digitalart #gaming #evangelion #apathetic #pcgaming #edgy #overwatch #edgymemes #highschool #durarara #lol #offensive #killme #memes #offensivememes #waifu #insomnia #nerd

TRIGGER WARNING!!! (@princeofbloodyangels)

TRIGGER WARNING (selfharm, ana thoughts)!!!
hey guys.
since my panic attack I am often apathetic again...
previously I often was apathetic and it comes back.
I just wanna cut and yah I know that I will do it again- maybe today. I wanna starve and be skinny, feel good.
for 2-3 hours the last episodes of club der roten bänder (red band society germany) started and yah (spoiler) Leo died.
this series built some hope, but now it is gone again or so, I'm not sure...but it doesn't feel good and yah.
I feel bad.
and I wanna cry and scream and through things away so they get broken and then I want to break down crying and fall asleep. I wanna cut myself deeply, so that the blood want stop the way out. I wanna see how my tears get mixed with my blood and my eyes and my arms, the blood, the scars. I feel the tears on my cheek and it feels liken drowning in it. I get tired but my heart beats fast, I asleep. I wanna take to much pills but not because I wanna die, no, becaue I wanna to feel numb.

#bpd #borderline #thin #skinny #fat #rex #anaboy #depressedboy #selfharming #scars #anxiety #svv #tumblr #alone #lonely #cry #sad #recovery #diary #triggerwarning #trigger #thinspo #malethinspo #badthoughts #ana #starve #starving #loseweight #apathetic #panicattack

Maki Lee 18 🇺🇸 (@struggling_to_live2017)

Lunch was quinoa, spinach, tomatoes, avocado, turkey, an egg, and unsweetened vanilla cashew milk. And in place of my boost today was a maple sea salt RX Bar. I feel pretty full... and I’m really scared for this week... no waiting for the doctor. #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #anorexia #ed #anorexiarecovery #edfamily #lunch #full #tired #scared #worried #depressed #anxious #apathetic #monday #mondayafternoon

Maki Lee 18 🇺🇸 (@struggling_to_live2017)

Breakfast post workout, picked by mom was a whole grain pita bread topped with a turkey, spinach, tomato, zucchini, and egg scramble. Dairy free sour cream, light vanilla soy milk, and strawberries. Morning snack was a strawberry boost plus. I feel like crap still.. #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexianervosa #ed #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexia #edfamily #breakfast #monday #feelingreallyfat #breakky #guilty #anxious #depressed #apathetic #mondaymorning #bloated #uncomfortablyfull

Ali Vasighi (@alivasighi75)

گفتمش بايد بري نامم زياد
گفت آري مي برم امّا زِ ياد
#Apathetic
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