Ritalin Disturbance (@julian_in_the_black_parade)

My bf and I broke up a few days ago and now we hooked up and cuddled and ate together but we cant get back together and I am v sad.
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Ritalin Disturbance (@julian_in_the_black_parade)

Sortttofff a pic of me for those of you that were asking.
I legitimately want to just stop existing.
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Ritalin Disturbance (@julian_in_the_black_parade)

PART FIVE OF THE STORY: (please read from the beggining, in the Alex picture.)
Anyway basically my commandor stayed up all night because of me and so did the girls from my room and I just feel like a really shit person and I want to kill myself idk what to do to feel better help
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Ritalin Disturbance (@julian_in_the_black_parade)

PART FOUR OF THE STORY:
Anyway my commandor has been following me for like half an hour and it's 3 am and I think to myself wow this is getting ridiculous and so I stop and he comes up beside me and asks me to take a walk with him and this time I agree. He asks me what happened, and I say nothing and he tells me that people were really worried and that it breaks him to see me like that. I tell him everything and he laughs, and says he would do the same if he was me. He then tells me I'm his best soldier and that they all love me very much and that whatever I decide to do he's gonna be by my side and all that stuff. I then find out that he hasnt slept at all (was wondering why he's still wearing jeans and not a pajama) since one of the boys here broke his knee and my commandor was with him in the hospital all night long, yet he still stayed up for hours just to talk to me and it just made me feel like a really horrible person. (Will continue in next pic)
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