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I hope you are ruined. I'm fine, no, i'm not. I hope that you won't ever forget about me. I already have forgotten about you, no, I haven't. I hope that you will get to the taste the blood of you hurt heart. Mine isn't bleeding anymore, that's not true, it's still bleeding. I hope that you won't ever love anymore. I did fall in love with someone else, no, I didn't. I hope that you won't be happy anymore. I'm happier without you, no, I'm not.
You came to me by coincidence and embraced me. And as we blankly stared at each other, you said goodbye like I don't mean anything to you. Since then you only passed through in my dreams, but now you’re in front of me again. Love has come, but you say you’re leaving. I waited for you to come back, but you say "I can’t see you anymore". I tried to cover my tears, always like a fool. The flowing tears tell me to leave. The tears tell me to stop loving you. Goodbye, goodbye for now. Even if I don't see any good things in this 'good'bye.
"I know there are days where you just want to completely breakdown. Days where you wonder if you can even find the strength to keep fighting because you’re exhausted.
But you keep it together. You smile and carry on like everything inside of you isn’t breaking. You help others without thinking to ask for help yourself. You don’t want to seem weak. You don’t want to seem like a burden.
I know you’re hurting.
And I don’t know what it is you’re going through exactly. Maybe it’s a breakup. Maybe it’s work or school or a million other things. People demand a lot from you and you never let anyone down. You never disappoint them. You bust your ass to appease people who don’t even say thank you. That takes strength.
So I want to say thank you on behalf of those who don’t appreciate what you do for them. I want to show my gratitude for those who don’t see what you’re going through. You make it look easy and that’s why people don’t realize how deeply you are aching right now.
But I see it. Your tired eyes wonder if there’s more than what you’re getting right now.
Listen — I’m going to start by saying I’m proud of you for how strong you are. Strength like yours comes in silent battles, people don’t know you fight. It comes in tears you either repress or no one knows you cry. It’s in nights where you lay awake wondering if there is ever going to be more for you.
But trust me — that unfulfilled feeling is good. It is there to show you that you aren’t in the right place anymore. Being uncomfortable is good. That means you are growing.
Maybe where you are right now, you’ve excelled as much as you can and there’s no place higher you can go. You should be proud of yourself for that.
But I need you to keep going. Keep trying. Keep working. Don’t lose faith. Because it’s in those moments where you want to get up, and walk away, and quit, comes something rewarding. There is something on the other side of this confusion and heartbreak and sadness.
You just have to get there first.
Just know you aren’t alone. I’m with you."