when i was younger i remember hating who i was so much and comparing myself to everyone around me. at the end of the day i would be exhausted from listening to the thoughts in my head and discourage myself from positivity. it all sounds so simple ‘waking up with a positive attitude’ ‘wake up and you can do it.” but how can someone who doesn’t feel worthy do that? i can’t say what made me the way i am why i have to look at things in a negative light especially my body. i’ve always had this feeling since i was younger of weight on me like a cloud of miserable thought. i have so much around me that is love, more opportunities and privileges than some. then why can’t i see that? weight loss or not everyone should love themselves unconditionally and without doubt. this is what i have learned and continue to learn. i can now say my journey to being healthy is in full progress. before it was the weight loss now it’s because i’m sick of waking up and having a bad attitude. it took me a long time to look in the mirror and say i am worthy with strength and courage without bursting into tears and some days i still get choked up. it is okay to indulge and no one thing won’t throw off your whole eating habit. it is going to be okay. and never ever let the big bully that negativity is cloud your mind from realizing who the fuck you are!!!! i am proud of the accomplishments i have made and will make. for every boy or girl struggling with self love or body image please please please speak up and talk about your feelings i want to hear #daybyday#wegotthis
Забыла пословицу. Смысл: много действий- толку "0". Это коротко про сегодняшний день. Дети устали, про себя молчу, и все зазря.
И чтобы какую- то галочку себе в зачет поставить, я вынарядилась зачем-то и честно отработала Интервалку. Суеты много, но с пользой.
Немного полегчало. Реветь не пойду. .
Нраву кроткого такого.
И жених... чего- то там...ей
Королевич Елисей. .
Вспоминается, после походов к @leyla_makeup_studio и в отсутствии загара. .