@Regrann from @babyyshark - I’m so tired of weighing my worth at the end of the day.
I’m so tired of comparing myself to other women.
I am so tired of my heart racing when I eat.
I am so tired of my relationship with food.
I am so tired of feeling unlovable because I have gained weight.
I am so tired of fat shaming comments.
I am so tired of the stigma of women only having fat boobs and asses, but not having any other fat body parts.
I am so fucking tired of having to make an excuse for the space I take up.
Going through this life with a dual perspective, knowing there is many universes to one thought you have is something i cherish.
Being split in the face of adversity is a concept i was still trying to grasp. like holding on tight to water.
Talking to a spiritualist who was aligned with the ascendant day as me, enlightened me on a few facts about a person like myself, the core of me was weak because of past disappointments,grudges or simply unfulfilled promises etc.
My body was split as my mind was split, following the idea ,I found out so many women and some men and children suffer from diastasis recti and finding out such a thing was very devastating to me. For some the core abdomen is separated.
Knowing that made me feel awkward and as if i could have done something in the past to strengthen myself. As of right now 6" more inches to close in my lower abdomen. I am over joyed because of the support i have from @youloveoel too keep pushing, and guiding on this path to recovery. With out him I would not have been able too receive such amazing results in a short amount of time. @youloveoel is the meaning of consistent. I need that too pass on to me. It was so much worse when i first started, it looks like a big hole in the stomach when u lay back. I am happy to be sharing my experience with any women who wants help. I went from a 5" inch finger opening to a 2" inch finger opening in just a month. I was shocked. I have too keep pushing on!
I am going to share my experience along the way of my through my healing
Body paint indoor fire shows glitter music cocktails and 24 hours of foolishness! Here are some of the Internet appropriate pics.
How else could I have wanted to enter my 23rd year on this earth?
Greatful to have these creative, caring, crazy, lovelies in my life! Thank you for the love, laughter and unforgettable memories! I've so needed this! .
a touch blurry but I wanted to give some appreciation to my back rolls. it’s not summer anymore so my body is mostly covered and to be honest I find myself harder on myself in the winter than the summer despite that. with winter comes more clothes which (my mind feels) adds to my size. I’ve been trying to occupy myself with other things rather than letting bad body thoughts take over. the other day I was about to have a shower and I stopped at looked at my naked self in the mirror. I noticed the changes that have happened in my body since summer, and I accepted them. I reassured myself I was beautiful, and I continued on with my shower. Our relationship with our bodies doesn’t have to be toxic, it doesn’t have to be a fight, and it CAN involve deep love
Lets hear it for women the women oppressed
In patriarchal societies their human rights are transgressed
By male religious zealots who hate woman kind
For to trample on women's rights any excuse they will find.
Lets hear it for the women who never receive a fair go
Of equality in their lives they never may know
They are seen as inferior where males reign supreme
And this can do little for their self esteem.
Lets hear it for the women who must play second fiddle to men
Where to be born a female means one cannot win
Promotion in work or promotion in life
To an arrogant and an unfaithful man expected to be a good wife.
Lets hear it for women the women men do rule
And many males in positions of power can be cruel
The mothers of the children in life the hardest role
Equality they need and not male control.
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