One day i will have my own house. I am working hard for it now but it will look the way i want it! I know why i don't feel at home in my Dads house because it is not my stuff. My room is so messy because i am buying stuff for my house once i move out. I can't wait to feel like i am at home. This is my goal... to buy my own home with my own money and my own stuff. #workingonmygoals#positivevibes#positive#dreamlife#nature#wellbeing#lookingforwardtolife
This book is filled with some of the worst times of my life It's from the last year or so of my time with the NHS as a biomedical scientist.
I often talk about the life changing moment I snapped and told my boss 'I'm leaving and if you don't like it you can kiss my ass'. Literally. What I rarely talk about is all the things that led me to totally losing my shit. All the things that are in this book. A whole frigging book. Because actually, it's really really hard for me to go back to that time
But not only did I did get out, I have helped others do the same,️ I've shown them how. All people who played by rules and were promised a really great life that didn't quite pan out. All people that didn't think they would need to still be working overtime to keep up with the bills. All people crying in their cars before they go in to work because but they feel stuck...I have shown them how I did it, and I helped them do it too. Because that WAS me, I wasn't always so happy
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we live in a reality that seems to serve only extremes - or, we perpetuate a reality where there is the dark, imbalanced, dysfunctional actions, thoughts, manifestations... or not.
perhaps we're merely trained to ignore or otherwise negate the middle ground. since we all are capable of existing on either side of the fence, we can't possibly be socially acceptable if we take no stance, no preference, no attachment, either way.
labels such as numb, ineffective, impotent, indecisive, irrelevant, insensitive, immoral, and incapable come to mind - admonishments offered by those who would deem themselves productive, engaged, useful, or busy. . .
they pretend, in general, to be accomplishing and achieving, when busy-ness is just another form of laziness and lacking any true and meaningful efficacy in life. any idiot can fill their schedule, like their mind and their homes, with useless shit.
the "why" is terrifically convoluted in our society at large. we consistently fail at true substance, character, fulfilment and spiritual inquiry, falling time and again into the vast traps of getting and going and winning and conquering.
thus, we do massive harm. look around. look within. we _still_ allow companies and corporations to run the world, and are more easily convinced to take up arms in ignorance toward our brothers and sisters, rather than the truest enemies of man.
if any war was actually ever won, why do weapons still exist? so long as there is an oppressor, or profit, there will be violence.
the persistence of right v. wrong, left v. right, light v. dark, etc., is based on our insistence of adherence to just this version of the potentiality of this dream. it is thrust upon us every waking moment. it is injected into our breakfast before the first bite, before the first sip; we swallow it up and wonder why each day blends into the next.
we are responsible for the scope of our dream; everything is either an opportunity, or an obstacle, and the more we believe that life is merely a mixture of the gray and the bland, the more we bow to the latter.