"And so I cried a little bit too hard because feelings, music, and fireworks were apparently, the secret combination to unlocking the deepest of my feelings. The songs were playing as the fireworks rocketed high and exploded in glistening colors and how I wished you were there. How I wished you insisted to come. How I wished you prioritized me and my sad, breaking heart. How I wished you were there instead of spending time with strangers. We both knew that everything was going wrong with us and I felt extremely bad about it but I still wished you came. I cried too much because of the crazy rush of random emotions combined with the sound of blasting music plus the explosion of the most beautiful fireworks display I've seen. After this night, I am vowing to never cry again over you and the wasted "us". I just want to be done. I just want to give my heart and soul the peace it has been longing for. I need to go because "we" became too toxic and the fragile me couldn't handle it."