Yesterday I was a bartender and it went better than I expected. I'm terribly exhausted and it was a little overwhelming but I pulled it off. They said I did great and people really liked me. It was a fun experience but I think i'll stick to photography and hiding behind a camera. Lol I'm determined to overcome my crippling social anxiety. I just want to be able to function like a regular person again.
I'm sorry this is my only photo from last night. I look awful and haggard but I really liked this outfit. I wish I had taken a pic of it but there are no long mirrors and I don't like asking people to take pics of me. I'm so awkward #blacklonghair#nightlife#hermit#hottopic#geek#gamer#pale#socialanxiety