I remember there was this girl I knew and I liked her a whole whole lot honestly lol. I knew she wasnt good for me and that she could end up breaking my heart but I didnt think that she would, for whatever reason I kept giving her all my time and as much love as I could give... The emotional abuse that I went through because of her drove me to start cutting again and having suicidal thoughts. I thought that when she hurt me it was because I was gross and I just didnt deserve to be loved... What im trying to say by telling you guys this is that letting someone wreck your emotions and give you bad thoughts is not love and nothing is your fault. Dont make anyone make you feel bad for things that you didnt do. Ok?