It's amazing what getting out of your comfort zone can do Today was such a a special day. Never in a million years did I ever think I could or would be leading a workout.
When they ask me to lead the dance workout, I thought in my head. Omg are they serious? ( they didn't know that )
I said yes because the woman inside of me knew I could do it. Today I was so nervous thinking the what if lol I cant wait to get more #healthy cant weight to see what new #challenges are coming my way. Today I realize more then ever. Im not stooping ever! I will get to my goal weight.
Thank you for believing in me
Thank you girls for coming to the workout.
Thank you Susie for helping me
Book 2017, Chapter 9, Page 23 = Happy Birthday to Me.
Dear Myself, You do not need anyone’s approval to be happy, and no amount of wishes can do that. You have to look around and find enough reasons to be hale and hearty in your soul. My joy is full today because I have enough reasons to be happy, not just on my birthday but as I would always.
PLEASE READ THIS!:: Actually u don’t have to if u don’t want but hopefully it will make you feel better. Ok so this past week has been really hard on me so I thought you know gym class would be easier it’s all girls and no boys but Wednesday came around and I got in a group and me and my two other friends got put into a group of like all popular girls and even when I was standing right there they were laughing at me and making fun of me and my other friend and it really hurt me I know I should ignore it and be the bigger person but it really got to me and I’ve been crying every night because I feel like I can’t be myself at school I can’t wear my hair down and I’ve worn my hair up everyday to school since 6th grade because of people judging me and stuff and I feel like I have to dress a certain way so people won’t judge me and I don’t know what todo I really thought going into high school would be different it I guess not but I’ve learned to move on and not care what people think and to be myself so if your ever feeling like you hate your self or don’t like the way you look think to yourself your unique and different from any other basic popular girl who wants to be like everyone else you don’t want to be like them you should want to be you and that’s what Shawn has thought me but these lyrics and many more don’t worry about what other people think of you and that’s what I do when I have a bad day I come home and blast Shawn’s music because he puts me in a place of freedom and give me energy and I feel like I can do what ever I want and I love it so love yourself and stay true to your self #lovemyself OH AND HAPPY 1YEAR ILLUMINATE I CANT BELIEVE ITS BEEN A YEAR YOUVE HELPED ME THROUGH SO MUCH