I like the idea of you and me. You know, us, together. Two little lost souls who finally found themselves in the paragraphs of a story that only we will ever fully understand. ~ our-hearbeats-are-our-poetry.
I think what made the memories of my relative passing away harder emotionally, was the fact that I had three close people that supported me through it all last year.
However...time did move on and things aren't the same as they used to be anymore... The first friend still supports me and she has always been a dear friend to me but there's just something about her...I can't exactly put my finger on it but, she has changed so she sees things more realistically and most of the times I don't think I can face upto the reality first time.
The second friend has been close to me for several years and we have helped eachother through a lot, but he left me...again... which did hurt because he said he wouldn't repeat and leave, but eventually, he saw the mistake he made and recently came back to correct them and befriend me once more. As much as I am glad he is back and I have forgiven him, when he came back both times after he'd left, he came back only after I'd been through the worst and when I needed his support the most.
The third person is the closest to me and we used to be so close that he has a special place in my heart...but what I couldn't stop thinking about was how he was there to support me and comfort me through this day last year...but this year, we just aren't close anymore and its just like he has just drifted away and become a stranger to me. Thats what made the memory of her passing the hardest. I always thought that he'd be there with me til the end but...we had to sadly part ways. Nonetheless, even though my heart is sore, I know he is off to work hard to achieve his dream...although I'll always miss his comfort and him dearly during these times... #sadness#missyouquotes#closetomyheart#findingcomfort#nottheend#rainydays#stillthinking#dearest#quotes#herheartpoetry