No matter how much I may yell, and compalin, and feel that overwhelming stress of having to live this life as a single parent.... This girl is my entire reason for everything. I know sometimes I don't show her how much she means to me... And that has a lot to do with how I was raised and the things I've been through. I basically have to teach myself to care for someone again and teach myself how to be open about my feelings... . And it's taking me years to get there but I know I would do anything for her.
In a few months time I'll be off in the army and I'll be leaving her for a very long time... Training and deployments are in my future and even though I still have a couple of months with her I know that soon. I'll be away from her for God only knows how long. This girl has saved me more times then I can ever express to her or anyone else... #singlemamalife#myworld#mybabybluebird