14 years later and I still can’t believe I got my high school crush. I’ve always known you were the one @miss_brett, but look at him he’s our proof we were meant to be. He’s absolutely perfect, thank you for giving me my son Brett I love you both so much!!! ♀️♀️♀️♀️ #connorshields#babyshields#baby#newborn#sleep#love
Learn not from what you did wrong, when you didn't do anything wrong, but what you saw wrong, what you thought was but wasn't, what brought you down because you allowed others to bring you down at their will.
Learn from what you believed in even though was not what you saw in it.
Learn and move on into being the powerful, unique, intelligent, driven and inspiring person you are meant to be, and leave behind those who decided not to see that.
Move into a place where everything that pulled you down does not exist, because the ones pulling you down are on the lower steps of the stairs and you don't need nor want to step down.
You go ahead with your journey and don't let anything nor anyone pull you down where you do not belong
I was about to take a shower because I felt #dirty after a #hectic day. Stood under the #shower and felt a weird pinch in my lower #back and on the right side of my belly.
I shut the shower off and walked around a few sec and #thought maybe I need to take a dump or something. And during that thought I just lost all of my shits.
The #pain kicked in and I could not handle it. My #girlfriend called the hospital to tell what's going on. And she waited about 30 minutes before she even got a person on the phone. In that time I was walking around the entire house looking for a place to take a breather. #Impossible. I sat down. I stood up. I walked around. I layed down. I crawled on the stairs. I was banging my head against the wall to at least distract myself from the agony. Nothing helped. #Hospital picked up the phone. They wanted to speak with me. I couldn't even speak. I was just gasping for air the whole time.
I was hanging above the toilet because the pain was so #powerful it almost made me puke. Mouth was watery and lips dry because I couldn't breathe through my nose for some reason. My whole head felt like a danger zone. I felt dizzy and they asked on the phone if I had pain in my legs. I said no. They said ok can you come over. Yeah. I got my shoes on and #sweatpants and ran out. Raining and shitty weather and everything and I was just hot. At the hospital I had to take a piss in a jar... I said yo I just went. How am I gonna take a piss.. they said take your time.
I took my time and after a minute or maybe shorter pee came out. Didn't look at it. Zipped my pants and looked at the jar. Bruhhhh.. it was darker than #wesleysnipes and also bloody. So I gave them the jar back through some #window and they kept #talking to each other and I was like and what now?
After a few minutes a doc came out and examined me and said you got kidney stones boiii.
So I went #home around midnight after they handed me some meds feeling like shit.
So I went to bed and woke up around 5 and the pain came back. at 5:30 I took a #pill and after 30 minutes it calmed down.
From now on I'll watch what I #consume. Because this pain is unforgettable... #kidneystones