Favorite Day? Triple A Day! .
Feeling strong AF these days! Lifting heavier and double lopping my life away each workout! .
It's so crazy to look back on what life was like 5 weeks ago or 8 months ago when I joined Beachbody..I was a whole different me ! Like 3am wake ups? Never in my life would I have thought I'd be jumping out of bed at 3am to kill myself in a 60 min workout. People ask me why I do it , or I always hear the "you're crazy, that's too early I love my sleep". Umm wait I love my sleep to but you know what I love more? Being happy and healthy. Sleeping like a baby each night, being proud of my body and the life I live these days. I love smiling (I know bc I used to be queen of negative-ville) I love having energy, and being thankful for this life! All of it the good n the bad! .
What you don't see.... most mornings after my workout I jump in a hot shower n cry ... Sometimes sad tears , if I need to , sometimes happy tears bc I am proud of myself , sometimes tears of pain bc each day I battle chronic back pain and it takes everything in me to push thru. But most days...thankful tears. I have been thru hell and back, I have seen the bottom, I have lived my worst life, I have hated myself more then anything in the world , I have prayed that one day my misery would end.. and I have over came hurdles I thought would be present my entire life! .
But these days I am so blessed, thankful, grateful and happy to be who I am and where I am . Right here, right now , in the life I am supposed to be living! Don't take any part of this day for granted, some didn't wake up to see it! .
Happy Friday Babes! .