Keep the "Candles Of Hope" (a prayer from my prayer book Spiritual Songs for all race, color, and religion) glowing and never give up. I have and always will keep the Candles Of Hope glowing for me and for all of you for eternity. Today I have blessed news as after a long struggle I now get to see the land of my dreams. Is it strange to feel a great bond with a country you have never been to, or seen in your life. I pray for her everyday, I cry if she is in pain or I have so much joy when something good happens to her. I always have felt this bond with her, maybe from another life as I believe in dreams and have traveled throughout this unknown unseen land within my dreams. Now I will take a sacred vacation, a short trip, but I will bring back with me all the blessed memories as I carry them through the chapters of my next book. I have written about my dreams of the Netherlands, in my next book, "Spiritual Lighthouse: The Dream Diaries Of Ann Marie Ruby." Now I am taking a trip to the Netherlands, for I believe dreams are just that, dreams, until we turn them into reality. This September, I will turn my dream into a reality by visiting the Netherlands. All my blessings and prayers be with all of you. Today I ask all of you also to pray for me. All my love from Seattle.