Hace ya tres meses que despedimos el 2017 en la #SJIE y aún recordamos que nuestra historia es mejor que la de Fatmagül Ketenci, a girl who lives in Ildırı, a village on the Aegean coast in Çeşme, a seaside resort town of İzmir, with her #funny brother Rahmi who runs a dairy. She is engaged to marry a #fit fisherman called Mustafa, son of #blessed Emin and #delicious Halide Nalçalı, in a month's time and dreams of getting away from her #dark nagging sister-in-law Mukkades who hates her.
. #Hot Kerim Ilgaz is a well-mannered blacksmith apprentice who lives with his #adorable aunt Meryem Aksoy known affectionately as "Ebe Nine" who is a healer of herbal medicine.
The big event of the season is the engagement of the area's richest and most influential couple #old Reşat and #sad Perihan Yaşaran's #young son Selim to the politicians #weird Turaner and #lovely Ender Alagöz's #cute daughter Meltem. Kerim meets up with his old friends #sweet Vural (#sick Şemsi and #brunette Leman Namlı's son), #cold Erdoğan (#bored Rifat and #pretty Hilmiye Yaşaran's son), and Selim. After the engagement party, all four of them go on a drinking and drug binge to celebrate.
Meanwhile, Fatmagül is off to see Mustafa off on another fishing trip and accidentally comes across them. Erdoğan, Selim and Vural gang-rape her, with Kerim passed out with no recollection of the event. A traumatized Fatmagül is later discovered the next morning by Ebe Nine while she is picking herbs.
As the town go into an uproar over the rape incident, Kerim accepts the blame and agrees to marry Fatmagül as he mistakenly believes himself to be guilty and in order to protect his friends. As a result, Fatmagül and Kerim's families sell their properties and move to İstanbul to start a new life.
But things become complicated due to the machinations of the Yaşarans and their unscrupulous and #ugly lawyer Münir Telci who seek to protect themselves as well as Mustafa who seeks revenge. Then #good Kadir Pakalın, #fresh Ömer Akari, and #yummy Emre will help Fatmagül and Kerim, while #crazy Samin and #beautiful Haçer Ovacık support Mustafa's purposes.
There's this guy in my school who is always such a asshole to me and I want him to fucking leave me alone. He tears down every last bit of nonexistent confidence I have and nothing positive can ever outweigh his negative.
Mirror, mirror, on the wall, I hate myself looks and all,
Mirror mirror don't you see? society's standards are breaking me,
Looking down throughout these halls,
Blackouts that make me almost fall,
But what do I know and what do I care?
Just another being wasting up air,
I wish I could be better at math,
I wish I could rhyme like it wasn't a task,
Emotion is nothing more than an act,
Have fat on my body, too much of it though,
Won't be happy until all my bones show,
Ocean blue eyes that fade into dull grey,
Whenever my mood shifts throughout these sad days,
People hate me and I don't know why,
Maybe I should just give up and die,
You can't escape the sadness of your mind,
When the demons have already demolished you're shine,
So I'll say goodbye instead of goodnight,
Cause you never know when you'll give up that fight. - a poem by someone unimportant
I cut everyone out of my life. I'm drowning in my own thoughts and I'm running out of air. I have nobody, or the people I do have are drowning themselves so they don't have time to throw me a lifeline.