Thanks everyone who joined the live chat/video earlier! It lasted much longer than I expected haha. I started the live video just intending to show you all how fucking adorable my ferrets were but ended up staying on for like I think almost two hours answering questions!
I struggle a lot with talking but I tried my best not to fumble with my words, I hope my best is good enough for you all lol.
I don't really do live streams, mostly because of my social anxiety which is the main reason I fuck up when I talk, also because I typically look like shit lol but I did have a good time despite feeling like a fucking idiot for half of it lol
I need to keep pushing myself more and more out of my comfort zone, so I think I'll do more live videos eventually and answer questions. Maybe I'll even do it regularly with set topics to talk about. Idk, we'll see.
I hope those of you who tuned in also had a good time :)
Hey guys! It's Jason, I know lots of you don't give a shit about what goes on in my life lol so if you're one of them just stop reading this now haha.
Anyways, I'm 5 months on testosterone today! Time has flown by real fast, I feel so great! As some of you may know, I really struggled with depression and anxiety to the extreme, but over the summer when I went on testosterone (some other big events happened too, like going from vegetarian to vegan and getting out of a bad relationship etc.) that all started to change! I of course do still struggle, but not like before. It's more like that some days I feel depressed rather than actually being in depression. I still have social anxiety, but overall I've gotten so much better it's such a great relief! Testosterone has changed my life a great deal so far, I can't wait to see how much more I progress! I know it's not likely my symptoms will ever completely go away, but as time goes on I'm sure they will continue to get better. When I see my endocrinologist next month I should be getting my dosage doubled! That's also something I'm excited about lol. I just want to say thank you to all of you who have been there to help support me through this, it really does mean a lot to me, especially with so many people who do the opposite of support, lol.
It's 6 am for me so I'm going to sleep which means don't expect any quick responses to comments, I may reply to some later today though