"ur brown eyes, ur soft lips, ur fluffy hair, ur cute nose, ur big hands, ur warm body, ur neck, ur arms, ur legs, ur waist, ur fingers, ur belly button..." she stopped and asked me "should I continue?", I looked at her and she was gorgeous, she didn't look real, I smiled and she continued, "ur cheek scar, ur stomach scar, ur tattoo, ur beautiful smile, ur feet, ur adorable laugh, ur stupid jokes, your "I love you", ur kisses, ur puppy eyes, ur hugs, ur cuddles, ur sweet words, ur voice, your scent, ur little gifts, ur hugs from behind, ur morning kisses, ur goodnight kisses, ur "just because" kisses, your lips... oh wait I already mentioned them", she laughed "whatever, the delicious food you cook, ur texts, ur "text me when you get home" or "drive safe" or "did u already eat?", ur skin, ur sex, ur "between your legs", ur moans, ur butt, ur abs..." she stopped to think, I couldn't resist it, she was too beautiful, I couldn't stop smiling, she killed me, I couldn't believe she was mine, how did I even got her? that women was just perfect. "ur fights, ur arguments, ur thoughts, ur feelings, ur mind, ur soul, ur heart" she looked at me right in the eyes, she smiled and finished "you, everything about you... I mean how could I ever leave that, how could I ever be able to live without that, you're my life Shawn, since the day I met you, there's not been a day that I haven't fell for you, I'm full of you, you're that person that came into my life and completely changed it, you're my everything, how could I ever leave you? I'd never do such thing", when that last word came out from her beautiful mouth, I started to see blurry and I could feel a tear running down my cheek but with a big smile on my face, "oh my God babyyy" she got closer and she wiped my tears, she hugged me so thigh I felt how all my broken pieces were getting back together, "y/n I don't have words, I- I just can't believe you're mine, you are so pure and magical, I- I love you so fuckin-" and before I finished she kissed my lips, I swear I didn't deserve her, I couldn't describe how I felt, she was just wow. I hugged her and we cuddled until I fell asleep thanking God for being able to call her mine.
we were walking down the hall, Shawn was leaned on me and he could barely walk, "Shawn please help yourself, you're too heavy", "don't get mad at me hottieee" we were at a party and he had drank a lot, I had to drive him home and help him to walk, he was so funny when he was drunk, all he said was stupid things with no sense, but I guess it was also cute, his laugh was so adorable. "wooppppp" he yelled, "Shawn! you're going to wake up everybody, be quiet", "ugh finee" he said. we finally stopped and I opened the door, we entered and I laid him down on the couch, "whoooo you look so hot in that dress, can I get your number please?", "Shawn you already have my number", "mh really?" he said and I laughed, "but seriously you look so fucking hoooot", "yeah I know, you've been saying that all night. come on baby you need to rest" I said trying to lift him but I couldn't "shawnie please get up", he tried it and with his arm behind my neck we got to our bedroom, "I'm sorry" he said, "it's ok babe, I'll take care of you", with my help I laid him down on the bed, I took his shoes off and his shirt, he looked very tired, for a minute he closed his eyes and I thought he had fallen asleep, I let him there and then I started to take my clothes off to put on my pijamas when I felt some warm and big hands on my waist and some lips that kissed my neck, "baby", "what?" he answered, "you need to rest" I said and turned around, "but you're too hot", "and what?", "um I want to fuck you", "oh Shawnie no, you're drunk", "and who cares?", he started to kiss me very passionately and he took my bra off, he whispered "oh come on baby I know you can't resist to this" he looked at me and bit my lower lip, he got on top of me and stared to kiss my body, it was true, I couldn't resist him, I moaned his name, "I know you like it babygirl", he whispered and took his pants off, he might have been drunk but he looked sure about what he was doing, he started to move slowly but then he got wild, "Shaaaawn" I screamed, he was so good, I moaned his name all night, he was sweaty, naked and drunk, he killed me all the time, he made me feel like flying, he made me have a special night, like always.
"mmh ok... its just that... omg Shawn ok, I haven't shaved... happy?", he started to laugh and then looked me "y/n seriously?, all this just because you haven't shaved? omg", "Shawn it's not funny, I just thought about you", "y/n listen... I literally do not care what you look like naked. I don't care if you have stretch marks, a chubby tummy, or hair on your belly, I don't care If your thighs touch, I don't care if you forgot to shave, I literally don't care about any of those things, the only thing I care about is teasing and pleasing the fuck out of you, ain't no stretch mark or hair gonna stop me from hearing you scream my name, when I love you I'm loving all of you", he let me with no words, he killed me, I didn't know what to say, I just looked at him, "huh what you thought honey? that I was going to say oh no we're not doing it because you haven't shaved or oh go shave and then come back huh? no dummy, never!" fuck how could I deserve him? he was just too beautiful for this world, how did I even get him? I couldn't do anything but just kiss him very passionately, I kissed him like if it was the end of the world, and there I let him know that he could continue and so he did, he took my clothes off and we made love like we have never done it before.