Stella Genevieve (@stellageneviev3) [similar]

Stella, 21, Ocala Florida.💋 ☆ Pretty much the human equivalent of the aftermath of a tsunami, beautiful and broken. ☆ Yikes™️

Stella Genevieve (@stellageneviev3)

Idk, I like my idea, maybe someone else can improve on it and create something magnificent.
This one's for you, world. ♡
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#writing #literature #languagearts #topic #prompt #concept #idea #mine #emoji #stories #storytime #thoughts #movies #film #thriller #action #comedy #drama #horror #romance #funny #creative #foodforthought

Stella Genevieve (@stellageneviev3)

I'm not even gonna bother adding tags. Or a filter. Or anything. I just want to post something to keep my page somewhat active. From this I learned, I look best without eyeliner. But I'll probably never stop wearing the shit. Lol. Okay bye. I love you.

Stella Genevieve (@stellageneviev3)

More practicing with freehand pyrography. I still have no idea what I'm actually doing, but I'm doing pretty good I think. -
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#freehand #pyrography #woodburning #flower #art #learning #practice #designs #crafts #wood #heat #burning

Stella Genevieve (@stellageneviev3)

I forgot to post this here, this is my first ever use of a woodburner and I had no idea what I was doing aside from drawing while using a very hot lil device. Put my nephew's name on his wagon for him. Not really sure why mom had me put 2016 on it but, it's cute. I'm proud. I will master this. -
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#woodburning #pyrography #wagon #2016 #art #crafts #skills #newhobbies #lettering #fonts #carving #burning #n00b #firsttry #proud #happy #family #Vito #amuro #iloveyou #okaybye

Stella Genevieve (@stellageneviev3)

I will grow. I will thrive. I will carry on. My shell will harden and I will go numb.
I'm already numb. I'm ready to be stronger.
We are more than the words of the people around us.
We are more than what is seen in the surface of our skin, we are the souls that exist within, and nothing in this life will ever have the power it takes to destroy that if we don't allow it to.
I love you.
Everything is okay. 💋
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#pain #passion #rage #inspiration #poem #mine #personal #motivation #strength #growth #mind #body #soul #wordstoliveby #wordsofwisdom #selfhelp #therapy #empowerment #mentalhealth #bpd #mentalillness #peace

Stella Genevieve (@stellageneviev3)

*No, I'm not suicidal.
I'm honestly just numb, and furious, and betrayed today. I'm defeated. I'm broken. I'm lost. I'm in physical pain. I'm losing friends. I'm not acceptable enough for family. I'm mentally on a downward spiral. I want to get the fuck away from here and I don't think I'll ever be able to. I don't know what the fuck to do anymore. I want to die but I can't because I'm too numb to do anything anyway. I don't know what to do anymore. I need money that nobody can take from me. I need my own living space. I need my own life. I need to get the fuck away from this house of horrible humans. I feel like I'm living in a shitty nightmare or a movie. I'm so fucking sick of never fucking feeling like I'm worth anything. At this point, I'm just posting this here to emphasize how fucked up it all is and to show the mental war that I'm endlessly trapped in because I'm stuck here. I know I'm good enough. I know I'm acceptable. I know I'm going to be fine. -
"Everyone is a genius, but if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live it's entire life believing it is stupid"
This applies to any aspect of making a person feel like they aren't good enough. Watch the things that you decide to say to people. They might actually be listening.
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#weight #weightloss #fat #ugly #notenough #gluttony #disgusting #inspiration #numb #mentalhealth #mentalmanipulation #toxicfamily #narcissisticabuse #overweight #overwhelming #5foot9 #168lbs #38c #body #dysmorphia #thinspo #toofat #mentalillness #bpdproblems #rage #pain #nevergoodenough #icantwin #mentalabuse #toobig

Stella Genevieve (@stellageneviev3)

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Still nowhere near done.
One more week. 💋
(Please disregard the redness on my face I have too many issues)
(for more info look up BFRD's and dermatillomania, I'm no expert I'm just a human wreck)

#dyedhair #haircolor #bluehair #whitehair #bleachedhair #bleachbath #bluetint #bluehue #greeneyes #dermatillomania #bfrb #bfrd #messy #wethair #notdone #iloveyou #bye #ugly #lmao

Stella Genevieve (@stellageneviev3)

"Do not lose time on daily trivialities. Do not dwell on petty detail. For all of these things melt away and drift apart within the obscure traffic of time. Live well and live broadly. You are alive and living now. Now is the envy of all of the dead." - Emily Prime // Don Hertzfeldt -
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#quotes #donhertzfeldt #emilyprime #simon #worldoftomorrow #edit #myedit #shortfilm #film #art #beauty #wordsofwisdom #wordstoliveby #literature #inspiration #lifeqoutes #strength #sadness #loss #life #amazing #recommended #watch

Stella Genevieve (@stellageneviev3)

I did a thing. It's kinda temporary though. Just trying to get to a blue-platinum base for my next color to turn out right.
Not done lightening it all yet tho. 💋
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#hair #lightening #toner #bleach #blueplatinum #hairtrends #platinum #blue #light #haircolor #greeneyes #eyeballs #heterochromia #fun #iloveyou #okaybye

Stella Genevieve (@stellageneviev3)

Now this is a story all about how my life got flipped-turned upside down,
And I'd like to take a minute
Just sit right there
I'll tell you how I became the prince of a town called Bel-Air.☆
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#flip #edit #glitch #freshprince #fresh #jamz #cat #pizza #pizzakitty #bookshelf #piercings #eyebrows #flipped #art #cute #okaybye #iloveyou

Stella Genevieve (@stellageneviev3)

'We had guns and drums and drums and guns,
Hurroo Hurroo!
We had guns and drums and drums and guns,
The enemy never slew ya!
Johnny I hardly knew ya!'
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These jams get me way too stoked. I love you. Have a nice night. 💋
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#jams #nowplaying #music #punk #celticpunk #noise #dropkickmurphys #johnnyihardlyknewya #fuckyeah #stoked

Stella Genevieve (@stellageneviev3)

Goodnight, daylight.♥️
For once I took an actual picture instead of using horrifying snapchat quality, also, this is apparently the only thing I know to do with my unoccupied hand.
It's cute how convincing a smile can be.💋
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#toomanytags #greyscale #sleepy #vonwolfe #bandtee #orisitbandtank #noidontusesnapchat #piercings #eyebrows #uglyarms #peace #blackandwhite #edit #liprings #bigeyes #tbhidk #nocturnal #sick #goodnight #iloveyou
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