I'm not even gonna bother adding tags. Or a filter. Or anything. I just want to post something to keep my page somewhat active. From this I learned, I look best without eyeliner. But I'll probably never stop wearing the shit. Lol. Okay bye. I love you.
*No, I'm not suicidal.
I'm honestly just numb, and furious, and betrayed today. I'm defeated. I'm broken. I'm lost. I'm in physical pain. I'm losing friends. I'm not acceptable enough for family. I'm mentally on a downward spiral. I want to get the fuck away from here and I don't think I'll ever be able to. I don't know what the fuck to do anymore. I want to die but I can't because I'm too numb to do anything anyway. I don't know what to do anymore. I need money that nobody can take from me. I need my own living space. I need my own life. I need to get the fuck away from this house of horrible humans. I feel like I'm living in a shitty nightmare or a movie. I'm so fucking sick of never fucking feeling like I'm worth anything. At this point, I'm just posting this here to emphasize how fucked up it all is and to show the mental war that I'm endlessly trapped in because I'm stuck here. I know I'm good enough. I know I'm acceptable. I know I'm going to be fine. -
"Everyone is a genius, but if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live it's entire life believing it is stupid"
This applies to any aspect of making a person feel like they aren't good enough. Watch the things that you decide to say to people. They might actually be listening.