Guess who finally did some makeup after awhile? If you can’t tell i love doing dark colored looks lol.
Products used: @colourpopcosmetics my little pony eyeshadow palette @nyxcosmetics that’s the point eyeliner in on the dot @toofaced melted matte liquid lipstick in evil twin
Maybe it’s just because I’m been mentally horrible lately lol but her comment cheered me up sm! I tend to feel v talentless with my makeup so comments like these inspire me to continue! Thank u @averose13 luv ya
Honestly I’m such an insecure little bitch and always think “i used to be so pretty what happened .” Idk i feel like i had a lot more confidence back then than now
Edit: also plz follow me on twitter : Sailor_tsuki
It’s funny going thru old pics of myself. In this pic tho, i was severely depressed and suicidal. After i took this i remember removing the makeup and going to my room, turning off the lights, and crying in my bed, wishing my life to end.
Tbh so far this month has been rough so far. Allergies become absolutely horrid and depression has been kinda bad. Idk i have things to look forward to, but still struggling.
Also another mini rant lol. One of my ultimate goals in life is to make others happy somehow. I love making others feel like their life is worth living for. But tbh I don’t even try to make myself happy anymore. I think about others and try to fix their problems, but not really mine. I’ve gotten a lot better since a couple of years ago, but it’s so unbelievably hard.
Also today sucked lol feel ill af and wasn’t able to go to my LGBT group tonight