When I shut my eyes.. It feels better then having them open.. Its a false sense of security that what's going on isn't reality; but a dream. Yet deep down I know it's reality and it hurts me physically and emotionally.
I know I'm not alone in this pain. Although it may be a sad outcome, everything happens for a reason.. I want you, the reader, to ask others how they are feeling. How their day was. Tell them to have a good day or night. Just those words alone could help a person. I speak from experience. It shows you /care/ for that person. It shows the person they are not alone.
If someone you know is dealing with depression or any mental illness, please be the one to tell an adult or someone who can take further action to help that person. If you yourself are dealing with depression or mental illnesses, you can get through it. But not alone. You may think you're fine or okay for a few days, but eventually it will return. Its best to seek professional help.
Although we never knew what Jonghyun went through, his struggles are over and he is in a better place now.. Rest in peace Kim Jonghyun we all love you. You did very well and didn't disappoint.. Goodbye, my bias. Please rest well.. April 8, 1990 to December 18, 2017 #Jonghyun#Ripjonghyun#Shinee#ShineeJonghyun