A certain darkness is needed to see the stars a few of you noticed that it's been a bit more quiet here lately, moving out & leaving Hamburg was a lot. Taking half a month off gave me a lot of time to think and reflect the past months. I had some pretty dark and lonely moments within the past weeks. Had a lot of doubts, questioned the choices I've made, questioned what I stand for and hated myself and my body. Not every day of course but I had my moments. I'm feeling better now and I'm not sharing that to get your affection! I'm simply telling you that to show: that's ok! It's ok to feel bad, even us (people who are 90% of the time positive about themselves) have those feelings. You're still enough and you gonna make it through those times with believing in yourself and also allowing yourself to fall in order to get back up again. also a huge thank you for motivating me each day and showing me how important it is to keep on going and do the right thing! #beautynotsize#mentalhealthawareness#loveyourself#selflove#selfloveisthebestlove#goldenconfidence#effyourbeautystandards#nonairbrushedme
Recently a few people asked me if I got criticized from friends or people I know for starting beautynotsize and saying out loud that I don't want to loose weight anymore. And the answer is YES even some of my closest friends and family members weren't always proud or understood this mind change but you know what? That's what people do, people feel like they need to always tell their opinion, like why can't you stop judging and keep your thoughts to yourself? I also do this post because I feel like we (yes, including myself) tend to judge people way too fast just by looking at them. You never know someone's story and you should never assume something without asking. Also this is why we shouldn't always speak out what's on our mind,especially on social media people feel free to let go of all their judgmental shit and might just hurt someone or open a closed wound without even knowing it! So always choose your words wisely and in doubt if there's nothing nice to say sometimes better say nothing at all! #beautynotsize#curves#effyourbeautystandards#iamsizesexy#plussize#anybodysquad#nonairbrushedme#curvy#thick#curvemodel#fullfigured#loveyourself#selflove
Embrace uncertainty. Some of the most beautiful chapters in our lives won't have a title until much later #beautynotsize#grlpwr .
and for everyone asking my haircut was made by @katharina.scheralie in Berlin