Car looks gorgeous but I don't feel so good. Every time I think I'm better, I screw up. Why? I don't understand myself or my brain. I'm so sad and ready to give it all up. I tried. I did. Doll therapy is not helping enough.
I can't sleep because I'm getting back my car today!!! Wish me luck! I hope she is as perfect as ever. As a constant anxiety ridden worrier, when I purchased this thing, I was scared that one day I'd be dealing with an accident. The day came when a drunk driver hit me mid December. I am tired of alcohol ruining people's lives and will save that for another post, but here is a #throwback of me with my (#dream) car and a #barbie ponytail. Seriously, look at that ponytail.