This is an illustration of my inner self , my past, current and destined to be future.
I walk everyday like this , it creeps on me. Stalks me . sure i can be distracted , but i have to be alone sometime.
I'm sick and tired , i hate my appearance it's hard to look in the mirror sometimes, i can't keep a steady mood, i don't feel like this life was even meant for me.
I don't even think i have meaning here , i dont even care about myself like i should.
There's moments i have hope but they quickly fade .
This isnt a suicide letter. Just needed to vent ig .. If i've tried reaching out to you here lately it's because i'm very lonely and i just needed someone to converse with .
Most of you will think i'm soft or weak blahh.. I never dropped one tear during or before this dont plan to afterwards. I wrote this in a calm manor .
Don't get it twisted . at this point i feel like i have nothing to lose besides my dad and my brother . So fights and all the other stuff is nothing to me i'm down for it .
If you think i'm spilling too much info on social media,this is nothing to me. This should be known if you know me .
I'm just really tired lol.
This getting back up and being strong shit gets heavy after alot of years. .. I'm just like fuuccckk. Lol .. If i don't talk as much and stuff u know why now , if u know me and wonder why i dont talk much this is part of it .
But i wont let any of this kill my character as a person just gets heavy on ya boy sometimes . i'll still smile and joke around and shit . But i know whats gonna be there . i know what it's in place of .
If you're a fan of my art this also something to get to know the artist better , i feel it would create more understanding to what i draw sometimes ig. I'll try and stay off the media for now on with all this soft shit , i knoolw blahh blahh people got it worse ik. But "people" aint me , i'm me . it's not a comparison game .
But yeah here's some art i drew Everyone have a blessed night , and sweetdreams and i wish all of you the best in your endeavours.
If no one has told you i'm proud of you and i love you
- sincerely a broken soul #art#drawing#sketch